#so fuck it i'll get a big bulk of new stuff

[serenova]

I literally have 3.5" FLOPPY DISKS with fanfic saved to them from the 90s

I started downloading fic back then because dial-up internet wasn't something you could just.... sit on for hours a day. People needed the phone. So I'd save the webpage as an HTML file (basic shit, you just go to file>save as ) and then I'd read them offline on the big old CRT monitor my mom had

Then I wanted to be able to read them when travelling (back in the early 00s when planes didn't have wifi)

Over time I just basically made it my personal policy that if I liked a fic, I downloaded it. I still do this, even with sites like AO3 because, well, people do delete stuff they shared there. So about once a week I'll go and download any stories I bookmarked since the last time I did a download.

I use an ebook management program called Calibre to manage the epub files, and I use a plugin for Calibre called "FanFicFare" to bulk download from AO3 .... it used to work for ffdotnet but their new cloudflare thing means you can't do that anymore (boo hiss). Though, tbh, Calibre, and the extension aren't the easiest to get setup, but once they are it's pretty good!

I've got a few stories that I only have access to still because I've been doing that for years now.

People delete things, or change their minds, or whatever. And I get that. But I'm also a mildly obsessed AuDHD person who has a special interest in reading fanfic, so I make sure I can always access a story I want to go back to.

I'm also just a bit of a digital packrat as well 😅 I basically never fucking delete anything if I don't have to ... Hell, I've got a Plex server set up with 24TB of available storage... so like.... that's a thing 🤷‍♀️

I don't even want to talk about the gigs of unorganized fan art I have just.... in folders ... I'm just gonna kick that back under the metaphorical desk.... if I ever methodically go through all my external hard drives, I'll do something about it

This is your daily reminder to archive your favorite fandom stuff!!!

I've been a voracious archivist/data hoarder ever since I first got access to a computer, and it's paid off more times than I can count. Just the other day I came across a PDF copy of an analysis post for one of my fandoms. The post was made on an old forum and is the most detailed and interesting analysis of a particular story element I've ever seen. Back in like 2012 I saved the post as a PDF, because even then I saved everything I liked.

Anyway, flash forward to 2025 and I decided to see if the URL included in the document was still live. I wasn't very surprised to see that the forum is long dead. However, even the Wayback Machine had no record of this thread. If I hadn't saved a copy of it way back when, I would have never, ever been able to read this analysis again!

The Internet Archive is sadly not infallible, especially when it comes to things like forum threads. You can do your part by manually saving things to the Wayback Machine, but I also recommend keeping your own archives. Aside from just saving pages as PDFs, I highly recommend a browser extension called SingleFile that lets you archive pages as HTML files.

[dravidious]

You're epic 😎

Just fought arch-tempered Lunastra today. Stupid fucking lion with its stupid fucking fire and its stupid fucking nova now it's a stupid fucking corpse. Killed it solo 😎

[meruz]

hi!! im sure ppl have asked this b4, but i scoured your asks tag for an hour or so looking to see if you answered anything abt it and couldnt find anything, so i was just wondering if youve made any posts on your process for making n selling merch b4? and how you know which franchises you can make merch for w/o getting into trouble w copyright n trademark stuff (hopefully that makes sense, im not sure,,,)

hi! got a bunch of asks abt merch stuff lately im gonna put it under a cut.

preface: i don't know if i'm the best person to ask about all this stuff because I'm doing merch on a strictly hobby basis LOL. I have a fulltime job which takes care of the bulk of my finances, I don't really make big quantities of anything and my main priority at cons is to just make enough money to see my friends in different cities at minimal expense. i pretty much always get a refund when i file my con taxes because my profit after all the deductions is like fucking..nothing.. lmao. So if you ultimately lose money following my advice don't blame me. OK NOW lets get into it

my process for making merch: when I have an event scheduled that I want to make merch for I start by brainstorming a bunch of stuff I wanna make. for mgscon this is what I wrote down in my sketchbook lol

i made a legend to denote which ones are actually just reprints. it gets easier to plan out merch when you already have merch. out of the new merch ideas here i actually only made like 4 of them. and out of the reprints i only reprinted like three. i also came up with like 4-5 other merch ideas after writing out this list that i actually did do. LMAOO UM. my point here is that nothing rly goes as planned.

when i get a merch idea i start with thumbnails what i want it to look like (sometimes this is based off merch ive seen before so its very realized and sometimes its really vague bc im kind of pulling it out of my ass)

then BEFORE i go into making the final art I research how I'm going to make the merch. whether its printing/constructing it myself or looking for a manufacturer. There's a lot of different places that you can get custom merch made, i used to go shopping around at local printing shops but nowadays it's really common to do it all online. For both these jet tags and the washi tape I did some of my own research into manufacturers and also asked friends for their contacts/referrals/recommendations etc. most manufacturers either have their specs/template publicly available or will give them to you when you ask. so once I've locked into a manu and gotten the specs I'll start designing the final art.

then it's sending it off and waiting! easier said than done.

i will say this process is a lot lengthier for some types of merch than others LOL. for prints... I've been doing prints for like a million years and I plan out almost none of it. I draw everything at print resolution so a week before I have a con scheduled I'll simply go through all the files I've accumulated since my last con, squeeze whatever drawings I want into standard print sizes lol (ie. 8.5x11, 11x17, 4x6 etc), and print them at a local shop. takes like a couple hours max.

how you know which franchises you can make merch for w/o getting into trouble w copyright n trademark stuff?

I mean. honestly I don't know. selling fanart is the kind of thing that IP holders kind of just let slide as long as they don't think they're losing a substantial amt of money on it. there ARE a couple franchises people avoid because they've been known to send IP lawyers after fanartists... disney is the big one and they're known for being pretty petty abt it... that's why you don't really see people selling fanart of the disney princesses at cons. ive heard pokemon will also crack down if your project seems to be making a lot of money lol, part of why i think a lot of pokemon fanzines operate on a charity basis. I do feel like the pokemon company has bigger fish to fry than someones artist alley table though so i wouldn't sweat it too much.

it's also generally considered impolite/bad taste to sell fanart of small franchises. webcomics and indie games especially if they only have like 1-2 devs who rely on the income that game makes.

I'm not a lawyer so you shouldn't consider this legal advice BUT I will say... I don't think you should let IP law stop you from selling fanart lol. especially if it's low quantities/not mass produced and you're not making crazy amts of money I think you kind of have a leg to stand on. Besides, most cases it seems like the worst you'll get is a cease and desist.

you Will notice that when people start turning their artist alley endeavors into a real business they'll generally ease up on selling fanart (the case most prominent in my mind is omocat lol). but i love fanart and thats why i will never make money and thats a promise [snake saluting gif]

SORRY IDK IF ANY OF THIS WAS HELPFUL. I've been doing merch and cons for a long time (10+ years lmao, you can find record of this on this very blog) and i think im kind of old fashioned about it. i recognize the artist alley/merch scene is a lot more demanding now than it used to be but start small at local low-risk events, online sales etc and work your way up and remember to have fun and itll be ok i believe this wholeheartedly.

its literally just layers of acrylic like any other dinky charm. I'm sure pretty much any manu that does acrylic charms could do it but this specific charm/template i did order through a group order server. they're pretty well known! heres a link to their twitter

@wheatormeat sorry for taking a full month to answer this... anyways. This is tricky because I've actually been changing up my sticker manu everytime LOL IDK if I've found one I actually love.

these ones i ordered thru an alibaba manu because I was jumping on a friend's group order to save on shipping. it was ok. they arrived a liiiitle late and printed a lil dark but i think thats kind of my fault LOL I use dark colors i always need to lighten things before i get them printed and i think i just didnt lighten these enough. otherwise i rly love the quality!

i realized i never posted these online and also this is not a good picture (the lighting in my living room sucks rn) but i printed these tmnt stickers thru stickerninja they feel really solid but they needed kind of a lot of space for the cutline. but their customer service was very nice and helpful!

these ones i got printed at washimill and i was so impressed with how fine their cutline is... pricing and quality of the sticker itself is alright they feel a lil flimsy? idk. but i do like the printing. i kind of elected to go with them solely because i was already ordering washi tape. A LOT of my manufacturing decisions are made based on how much money i can save on shipping tbh.

and thats my sticker manu reviews dont forget to like comment subscribe idk if i have one im gonna stick with forever or anything im rly indecisive. ideally id like a manu based in the u.s...? because im based in the u.s. and international shipping is pricey. but idk if i keep ordering washi tape maybe ill keep using washimill. who knows...

[eliotlime]

End of October Update

There's got to be a less clunky way for me to title these things but maybe I'll figure it out after a few posts.

Anyway at the top of the order I want to say that uh... the Abacelsus zine is not happening by halloween unforch.. I just started school part-time and it being part-time is still kicking my ass! So tentative release date will be on 11th November unless something else happens....

On the plus side I'm done with the cover so all that's left is the back page and cramming all 24 pages full of drawings 👍

-> As I've said at the end of my previous post I want to make more blog style posts so here's me trying to do that, more under the cut

🔐Abacelsus Zine

I'm still deciding on whether i want to print it A5 or B5 but I'm leaning towards A5, though for the digital release it doesn't really matter lol

As mentioned, I'm done with the main cover so I just need to fill this entire thing with stuff, I said 24 pages but really the total page count is 30. I'm just not counting the cover and the blurb stuff.

I'm half taking a break with this at the risk of burning myself out and half paralysed with starting it. Plus I've kind of been more into Axl & I-no hilariously but I'll always love A.B.A. I think the lack of any real info really lends her well to interpretation which is always fun.

I've never really been one to engage in fandom so I'm probably going to be doing my own thing. That being said if anyone has any suggestions feel free to drop them in my strawpage or ask box :)

🥤 Strawpage & General Socials

The bugs make my pages so decorative, I gotta draw more bugstyle guys.

Speaking of strawpage, I made one of those! It was really fun, I have a short OC info tab with descriptions of some of my main guys. I'd love for you to check it out.

This kind of acts as my ask box for twitter since there's not one there and apparently it's basically my main social media site these days so I'm just mirroring my experience here over there too.

Hilarious timing considering that it's basically collapsing on itself once again, I'll probably still be on that damn site until it implodes but I also have a Bluesky account for those that care about it.

The sky follower bridge extension is really useful for bulk following people from twitter to bsky

I'd love to post there more but there's not a queue function and that's very important to me as someone who is not American and lazy to remember optimal timings.

Did you see? I also have a new pinned for this blog! Wanted to make a new one for a while now, always thought the old one was so freaking long. All the old info is still on my about and faq page though I don't know who actually looks at those.. a relic from years past..

☹ School

Sigh, like I mentioned earlier I'm doing school again! At my big age, but I'm having fun so far! It's part-time but it's still kicking my fucking ass! It's the main reason why I'm a little disoriented this month honestly.

Do you like it? I spent an entire Sunday making my class miro board look niceys and then proceeded to get nauseous from cybersickness afterwards LOL

I'm doing a UI/UX course and I have to say the funnest part about it is making personas, it's like making OCs. Don't particularly like writing though.. but also that's a lie considering the numerous amount of paragraphs in this blog post alone haha

🎁 Merch

I've also gotten confirmation that I'll be boothing again next year in Febuary! So I gotta start locking into making more stickers and general merch. I say this a lot but I do need to look into opening an online store because I just have tonnes of stickers and stuff lying around waiting till the next time I do a convention which is kind of a shame.

Oh, but I will say that if you are from Singapore and would like anything from my previous convention catalogue feel free to shoot me a DM on instagram and I can mail it to you locally, shipping's $2 SGD.

➰Closing Thoughts

All in all, been kind of busy this month with school and various loose threads from September but overall I think I'm doing better! I've also been cooking lately and truthfully that's my biggest achievement this month haha, been also getting really into canned fish. Yummy!

Oh and a last thing is that I've been itching to animate again so I'll end this post with a WIP of a gif I did last night/morning. I almost always never finish my animations but here's hoping this one actually makes it to the colouring stage haha

No prizes to anyone who can guess who these two because of course.

Thank you for reading! I know I can't expect everything to be done in a single month but I just wish I could do everything without getting tired or cybersick! If you'd like to support me, here's my ko-fi page and my itchi.io & gumroad as well.

If you have any questions or just generally want to talk to me, my DMs and askbox is always open! Any professional enquires can be sent towards my email as well: eliotlime@gmail.com

XOXO, Stay weird!

-Eliot :)

[sillystarters]

it's always sunny in philadelphia season sixteen starter sentences.

starter sentences taken from episodes one - three from season sixteen of it's always sunny in philadelphia. part one of ??

have you ever seen teenage mutant ninja turtles ?

you spent close to $20,000 on a couch you never owned.

that's pretty bad business fellas.

now listen i have glued my hand to a door so they can't physically remove me.

you know, i know stuff.

that's money talk right there.

how much nut do you go through a month?

are you storing up your nut or are you blowing through it?

i'll give you fifty cents for a buck.

come, have a seat.

it was super cheap dude.

well listen, i don't really have any interest in your bulk tin of low end economy nuts.

yeah don't make a mess.

what's behind that door?

holy shit! what the fuck is this?

i wasn't tryin' to be crypto about it.

this is tits!

can i sleep in here?

we're gonna blow our shoes out with all this walking.

how is this not a big deal?

move past it dude, move past it man.

i really ultimately don't give a shit.

did you glue your hand to my door?

i can tell you're mad.

i can't deal with this.

and just leave me here all alone?

i don't wanna be a bad host.

you know what, this was a mistake.

i can't sleep.

what is going on with you dude?

what you workin' on there bud?

is that thing loaded, by the way?

get off my back.

you know what? screw this.

i am in the prime of my life.

okay so it was loaded, my mistake. don't be so dramatic.

it's not like anybody's in any real danger.

getting shot in the face is pretty cool.

i do care about the money though.

i got some bad news for ya, bud.

i figured you probably forgot too or something.

did you try to pull out your own teeth?

i'm so sorry.

i didn't have the heart to tell you.

those ungrateful bitches.

i can't believe you did this!

i'm not mad at you okay? it's fine.

you did make a mistake.

i didn't mean to upset you.

this is not working.

should we just attack him and take it?

shut up!

this is my worst nightmare in my entire life.

she burnt the shit outta me.

i got a little surprise for ya.

you wanna take it easy? goddamn. just one bite at a time.

ha! i almost ate my gun.

i hope everyone brought their appetite because i made quiche!

this is like, everything you've ever wanted.

that is ... sad.

this is so annoying.

alright, where to now?

a perfect day can't last forever.

what the hell are you doing?

you're outta control with that thing.

just barge right in okay don't be shy.

oh my god what are you doing here?

this is so distasteful.

asmr, dickweed!

how long has it been?

that's a definite pass for me.

this is a million to one shot and i've got a really good feeling about this.

our luck just turned around.

i don't wanna have my ass handed to me.

we have a problem.

whatever you do, don't laugh.

this is bad, dude.

what? why are you trying to break my door down at three in the morning?

i just wanted to ask if you could kindly keep the noise down.

this was very sweet of you to bake these for me.

it's a trophy, see? it says cunt of the year. that's you!

bad things are going to happen to you one day. i guarantee it.

you earned it!

we're not having bad luck, we're having good luck.

come here you rat! die!

it's time to make good on your end of the bargain.

what is your deal, man?

i'm going to beat you with my shoe!

we gotta take this seriously.

go make your apologies!

i'm done listening to this.

'just in case' is as good of a reason to believe in anything as any.

i don't believe in that bullshit.

well, that's not good.

that's a bad omen!

boy, that's a shame.

thank you for this.

i'm just trash right? that's what you said.

i got you a sixer!

i gotta show you something but you gotta keep it a secret.

you're not following.

it makes literally no sense.

a moment of your time?

i'm sorry your dad doesn't like you.

[eldritchmochi]

okay so, to have a place for consolidated information for the next little bit, since i'm sure folks have QUESTIONS given my incredibly aggressive gallows humour

MOCHI, WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT?? (guts edition)

if you got here via a link, follow this link instead for the latest update here's updates 1.5, 2.0, and 3.0 !

tldr ive been getting a number of recurrent small bowel obstructions located in my duodenum (first part of the small intestine, connecting the stomach to the rest of the bowel) due to external pressure on the duodenum around the 3rd to 4th (of 4) section. what's causing the pressure?? no clue actually ive done a bazillion scans and none of them have been quite clear enough for a real confident dx so i get to have surgery about it at some point in the near future

current theory is the pressure is from some sort of non-cancerous tumor mass and the plan is to cut me open nice and big, look about, and remove both this mass and the affected section of the duodenum (.5 of an organ) at a minimum, but may involve fully bipassing the duodenum when my guts get hooked back up to my stomach which could (would???) also require removing my gallbladder (1 and 2 organs respectively) (i'm having so much yanked out of my abdomen this summer jfc)

atm i'm still waiting for scheduling to give me a call to set things up. surgeon's estimate was 4-5 weeks from now (8/17 when he called). from that point i'll spend a week-ish in the hospital to make sure all hoses are firmly affixed, and then i'll have a month at a minimum before i'm reasonably healed and can go back to normal life

i have good insurance and the luck (????) of being incredibly ill at the best of times, so i've already hit my out of pocket max and thus this WHOLE THING even back dating to my first er visit end of june will cost a whopping 189$ that i've already paid. i also should qualify for my states paid medical leave and my wife will get a hefty chunk of change for living expenses via student loans. however, both those things won't hit until late september at the earliest

long term, im not expecting much of a financial burden, but short term we could use a hand with groceries and similar while we wait for my backpay and my wife's student loans

for venmo and paypal: i am @/sumomomochi for both and either is fine, though pp is labeled as a business account so pls mark f&f if you can

i also have this amazon wishlist ( https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/N1NSTH3JPCX2?ref_=wl_share ) that is like 90% meal replacement shakes and bulk shelf stable snacks, but also has a couple of other useful things like bathing wipes since i am unlikely to be able to shower well post surgery, pj pants for when it cools down (i went up a size with t because my ass and thighs got just so beefy and thus have one pair that fits rn lmao), and cat food for the penni (gotta keep my nurse well paid)

uuuh what else

like i said, i'm incredibly ill at the best of times so i am a champ at weathering this sort of stuff its nbd. "i'm sorry"s are not helpful, i'd much rather have people ask direct specific questions, either about my health status or things i'm doing to keep busy (ie "any new and fun things causing tummy issues?" or "hows your battle vest coming?" or "whats your fav line youve written this week?"). engagement and entertainment is Important to keep me from climbing the walls but i swear i will bite at straight sympathy

things ive been doing to keep me out of the er include: laying on my left side or stomach (The Digestion Position; helps get food past the squished part); eating a semi-liquid diet (hence ensure, jello, pudding, the like, though its important that i also eat solid food as much as is tolerated, which is such a delicate balance. this is why i cannot currently work); going on stupid little walks for my stupid digestive health (honestly the most important thing i can do, which im mad about, because it requires pants, but not only encourages guts to digest but also will help me not decondition, which i have already done a lot of :I)

things YOU can do to help (because i know *i* am a helper but also what is actually helpful??): financially with the above deets (no pressure); asks, comments, and other conversational interactions (i am absolutely chill with basically any kind of question and i dont mind dms if youd prefer privacy, just dont pedestal me i promise i am just A Dude); fanart for my fics (i do not care if you "cant draw" i will still love it); prompts for fandom but not necessarily fic projects (wardrobe moodboards/meta for characters, playlists/songs, smut writing how to questions, cosplay progress/plans qs, those "what was x's pov in this scene/what specifically happened between x and y in this fic?" qs andor other ask meme things idk dude i haven't been able to do shit for almost three months im booooored)

in conclusion

nurse penni says do not worry about herb patient, he is in good hands, just be sure to offer regular enrichment

[anipgarden]

Hi Ani - I wonder do you have some resources or insights about collecting wildflower seeds? Particularly in bulk, and prepping them for distribution?

I ask because I've noticed that no-mow areas are becoming more common where I live, which is good, but since these are new projects what they amount to are areas of grass-but-taller. I have access to two properly wild abundance, and would like to propagate some of that in upcoming no-mow spaces.

Hello!

I would like to preface this by making it clear that I've never collected wildflower seeds in bulk. Honestly, the most wildflower seed collecting I usually do year by year is collecting milkweed seed when I find the pods in time, in my own backyard. Every so often I'll try and teach myself how to collect seeds from other plants (I'm pretty confident with sunflowers, tithonia rotundifolia, and zinnias, I've tried black eyed susans before but never germinated any to test the success), but for the most part I've got my One (1) specialty and am slowly learning just like you are!

With that in mind, I would like to give some encouraging news--at least in my experience, wildflowers are already producing seeds in pretty big numbers! Just one milkweed seed pod gives enough seed for at least two or three seed packets (unless your seed packs are extremely generous), so collecting from a handful of plants can give a pretty good amount! Of course, though, I don't know how big the no-mow spaces you're thinking of propagating in are...

When it comes to learning how to collect seeds from specific plants, I usually hit up Google or YouTube and find a tutorial there. A channel I often find myself on for this stuff is GrowIt BuildIt--he has a playlist dedicated to all of his seed-saving videos that you may find helpful!

The Xerces foundation also has a downloadable PDF on their site that speaks extensively about a variety of seed collecting and cleaning methods which may be helpful as well! They talk about machine-collecting as well as hand-collecting.

I will say, though, that a general good rule of thumb is to try not to take more than 20-30% of what's present, so that the wildflower population in that location can continue on. Wouldn't want to wipe out chances of wildflowers growing in one location in order to propagate them elsewhere! Not to mention the various animals that feed on seeds in the wild needing some seed around as a food source. Maybe collecting along the edges of the property, along paths where any seeds that fall would otherwise get trimmed or mowed? That way the seeds in the middle of it all are left as-is!

I can definitely say that one of the general things I've learned is that oftentimes, seeds are ready to collect from plants when they're looking pretty fucking dead. The backs of a sunflower head turning brown, zinnia petals turning brown and brittle, tithonias losing all their petals and becoming spiky brown seedheads--if it's brown, it's time to go to town, in a sense.

Seeing as milkweed is My Thing, I just feel I should point out that there are many ways to harvest milkweed seed. Some people will put organza bags over seed pods that are forming, so that when they split open the seeds don't escape and stay in the bag for later collection.

I have no doubt that this works--if anything, I think it'd be fantastic! I just don't feel like buying a lot of organza bags, so instead I usually just put rubber bands on the seed pods if they look like they're gonna split soon--this keeps it from splitting all the way open, so you can come back later and get your seeds! This is my favorite method for saving milkweed in my backyard--one or two seeds will escape, but for the most part, all the seeds are kept intact!

Regarding getting the seeds without the fluff, there's a few methods. The fluff on them (called comas) is designed to allow the milkweed to float in the air, similarly to dandelions--so it gets everywhere. I've seen methods to put the seeds in a bag or bucket with a few coins and shake it around to dislodge the seeds, but honestly the most life-changing revelation was seeing this video sometime in high school.

A common milkweed seedpod is used in this example, but I've found it still works perfectly with other milkweeds I've tried it on. Usually I leave the center support in the pod and just press my thumb on it while brushing the seeds off, then shake them out.

At this rate! I have gone on about milkweeds way too long. But I hope this was helpful to you and others! If anyone else seeing this has special advice to give, by all means, go ahead!

[luckyplushy]

A look back on my old art (and other doodles on Twitter.) - December 2020

This marks the FIRST post of many I will make detailing my old work. I'm gonna start posting these weekly as to make it easy others AND for me. And what better way to start it off by the month I finally got a tablet. (and turnt 18 too I guess)

I was not a smart 18 year old, I some how barely survived the last 2 years of high school, and this and the next would become the worse it ever got. Yet I still persisted and somehow stay sane. Kinda. Keep that in mind for the bulk of 2021's art in the following weeks.

December 4

As you can see from the first image, I was using a mouse at the time (and a combination of mspaint and firealpaca) That will change soon enough. Also homestuck =:3

Original descriptions:

I saw this and I thought I can use this as an excuse to actuallly draw homestuck

have this nepeta doodle as well

December 6

At the time I was really obsessed with making homestuck sprites of stuff (and I still kinda do) so I made this at a request of a friend at the time.

Original description:

@SpringingTraps made me draw metaware homestuck

December 8

Why did I even included this post in here? Well I used to be SUPER inconsistent how I draw myself, so thought this would be a good start.

Original description:

i found that pettting gif website...

December 11

I'll be honest, I wish I didn't post this back then. IDK it's kinda weird looking back on now.

Original Description:

It's #FlatFuckFriday AND my birthday??? Fuck yeah!!! 🥞

December 18

I'll be honest. I have no idea how I did THIS with a mouse of all things. Like how did I do it. In MSPAINT no less. Also I have no idea why I drew myself like this here.

Original Description:

fucking around with faking line weight, so glad I don't have to do this shit when I get a tablet

December 20

Oh look Cave Story, one my earliest obsessions. When this drawing came out, I already have long since moved on from it, but that doesn't mean I can't appreciate it.

Original Description:

16 years of #CaveStory =:]

December 22

Ah here we go, I finally got a drawing tablet. I got REALLY excited with the pen pressure that I kinda gone overboard with it, but it was nice to use one. (granted I forgot how to draw with a mouse now.) Oh yeah, if you notice a black line on the VERY top of some drawings, that was a bug with firealpaca. I kinda had to live with it for a while.

Original Description:

WOW HAVING PEN PRESURE MAKES A BIG DIFFFERENCE

This was the first real piece I did after getting a tablet. I'm quite proud of it. The context behind this image is kinda funny really. A server I was in was doing a collab where we drew UCN portraits of our OCs or Sona, and I drew something for it. Yes UCN, Ultimate Custom Night. I was in my second FNAF phase at the time.

Original Description:

Let the static flow.

December 23

At the time, I used to draw myself with sideburn thingies cause I thought it look cute, but I no longer do that. Also you might be noticing a large about drawing made in a short timeframe. Well I have an explanation for that. You see, I sometimes get hit by these bursts of productivity and I can draw super fast. Sometimes these bursts happen at random, but in this case it was because I gotten a new tablet and new ideas where flowing.

Original Description:

This was supposed to be a sketch...

I HAVE LOT TO SAY ABOUT THIS. I was super obsessed with TGWeaver's FNAF comics. It was why I gotten back into FNAF around 2019. But I was fascinated with Toy Bonnie at the time, to the point I started drawing her on the daily. I started using her as an avatar for myself online. It was when I saw a post on tumblr where something made a kinsona when it clicked for me. This rabbit holds sooooo much gender. 🏳️‍⚧️ Thus ended 5 years of denial over my gender.

Original Description:

some weaver buns

December 24

I tried drawing myself with my hair down here. I didn't like it then. I got better at drawing my hair down though. I was this file was named "cel test" for some reason.

Original Description:

It's me!

December 25

Remember when I said I was inconsistent, here an example. I dislike how this turned out then, I STILL do now. The only thing I do like? This was when I started to shade in this particular way. Also at the time I was worried about being too slow, which is funny when I was posting so many things at once. But also the filename was "the crunch" which is less funny and more worrying.

Original Description:

I need to learn how to do this faster

December 28

Oh look a Commission! There's nothing special to say about this.

Original Description:

Shaded commission for @Bunnydudee of Carmen from Animal Crossing!

December 29

THAT'S RIGHT I DREW SONIC.EXE BEFORE IT WAS COOL. Jokes aside, this post was more so for Tails Doll. I loved drawing that little bugger in the most pathetic and dorky way possible.

Original Description:

Tails Doll's roommate is a wacknut

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FINALLY we made it thru December. Goodness I posted alot more often back then huh. Kinda surprising. Anyways next week I'll post January!

[roguetelepaths]

Hi, New Followers

So, I got a buuuunch of new followers overnight, I think it was from the "unmedicated doesn't mean perfectly functional all the time" post or maybe the "you can't oppression olympics your way out of being traumatized" post? I'm glad to see that people like what I post, anyway.

Anyway. Hi. I'm Sparrow (ey/em, they/them.) I'm mostly a DS9 blogger, and that's the fandom I'm most involved in writing for, though you might occasionally see Dune, Mass Effect, Babylon 5, and other stuff too. I am a big fan of people getting absolutely fucked up in space. My main area of interest in DS9 fandom is the Dominion, and my main fanfiction project at the moment is Challengers, a several-decades-post-canon longfic (currently at slightly over 10,000 words) about Odo adopting and raising a young Vorta. This project explores the interplay of power and responsibility, as well as the harm done to both parent and child by the social insistence that children are the property of their parents, but my hope is that it's also fun to read. It's a work in progress and I try to update at least every few months, though my schedule is sporadic. If you want to be on a taglist for new updates, let me know and I'll add you.

I also have a Discord server for fans of the Dominion. It's relatively small, but it's active, and we have some good conversations in there. We're planning a prompt week in August!

Disability/neurodiversity related content isn't the bulk of what I post, or even a fraction, but it is something I have a lot of thoughts about. I keep most of them close to my chest unless I feel like others will appreciate them. I consider myself a psychiatric survivor and an ex-patient, I am unmedicated by choice, and I am for cognitive liberty and against policing the subjective experiences of others. No one has the right to pretend they know what is or isn't going on inside another person's head. All we can do is believe what people say about themselves.

I also occasionally post about religion and spirituality (from the perspective of a somewhat lapsed unconventional polytheist who does not in any sense identify as human), but I try not to do that so much on main. If you're interested in the sideblog I mostly use to collect witchy/pagan reblogs, or the somewhat low-posting sideblog I use to talk about nonhuman identity now that I've remade it, you can DM me. I'm cagey about these things, the latter thing especially, but seeing as I've gotten somewhat positive responses from those I've told, I'm slowly starting to come out of my shell about it.

And, I think that's it? I'm happy to see you all. I hope you enjoy, uh, whatever this is.

[itsybitsylemonsqueezy]

Good morning and happy new year Tumblrinas!

Okay, let's take stock of where we are...

I'm playing Baldur's Gate 3, it's pretty nice. Meant to romance Karlach out the gate but tripped and fell into Gale's lap, whoops. What can I say, the man's a soft touch and I'm into it. Gnome paladin was a great choice, I look hysterical with a greatsword. Just swing me like a catapult at that point.

Starting another save in Pokemon Violet on Switch, just for the lulz. Shouldn't take me too long to run through it. Probably got a craving from having played through around this time last year.

Trying maybe for a second masters. It sucks being in a job you're bored at, so thinking of switching industries. I should enroll in classes for Spring and Summer. I forgot how much work a degree is. But my first class went very well.

Trying very hard to get pregnant, well, my wife is anyway. Please, please let us baby. We'd like a baby. And then it will be my turn to become pregnant. Not, like, immediately, but soon. We'd like a few kids.

In the process of redoing my whole closet. I have a lot of old, worn out things, stuff that doesn't fit anymore, and I asked for gift cards for Christmas, so maybe I can put together a whole new wardrobe. New wardrobe, new me.

Did change my haircut, no more two block situation, now more of a traditional pixie cut. Looks kinda cute c: We'll see how that goes. I haven't had symmetrical hair in awhile. I'm so silver these days 8C

Cooking better all the time. Can't wait to see what new recipes I master this year. I attempted steak last year and it's gone pretty well! Wish lamb was more available in this country, I love lamb so much. I'd cook with it all the time if I could. I really want to make moussaka one of these days, it's so tasty and, I think, achievable.

Utterly haunted by the basil ice cream we had on my birthday though. God. Fuck. It sounds odd but it was... rewrote my brain.

Maybe we'll get to move soon! Now that we've paid for all that fucking sperm, we can save up to move into an actual house! How neat! The housing market here is garbage, big surprise, but I've found a few nice, newer houses closer to my current work that are in a pretty decent school district. I may be seduced.

And just think, then I could get a Costco membership 83 The only thing stopping me now is I have literally nowhere to put all the bulk items I'd be buying. But soon... soon, precious. My wife has never been to Costco, she does not know its cornucopia of treasures. Ugh, I can't wait!

Don't know what I'll write next. I've been toying with trying to do some original work, but I've realized that in my long years of fanfic, my character creation muscles have completely atrophied. How do you all just make little guys? Like, you have to believe in them and care about them, and I'm always 'It has red hair and green eyes... I don't even know what it likes yet!' And then I panic and give up. I just need more practice, I'm sure.

And I've started reading Homestuck.

Well, that's probably about enough to be going on with. Thanks for the listen!

[flatstarcarcosa]

hi 1 quastion do you have any personal recommendations for what predator content I should look at first after I watch my last movie :0 either helpful build-a-boy materials or just stuff i can sink my teeth into

BOY DO I-

comics: fire and stone is really good! i've read it once but just started rereading it. asshole human scavenger ends up stuck with grumbly old yautja, shenanigans ensue.

hunters has been good so far! i remember reading the first issue a while back but the rest of it hadn't been uploaded yet so i'm curious to see where it goes.

i think the numerous AVP comics might like, have a certain order? but i don't honestly know since I just read them based on Vibes.

Big Game apparently predates Hunters with the same human character, I literally discovered this while typing this ask because I /thought/ big game was the one shot about the yautja that fights a grizzly bear and loses.

Books: IF IT BLEEDS is a compendium novel of short stories that I only initially bought because the author of newsflesh had a one shot in it and i knew it would be good enough to justify the purchase if the rest of the book flopped. I am pleased to say it did not!

Concrete Jungle/Cold War are two stories that I got as one novel on the ebook version that are pretty good, too. It follows Dutch's brother. I can say that while I enjoyed them well enough, I don't see where I'd reread them, while I was already thinking about rereading If It Bleeds, and for me rereadability is important for how good I judge a book on.

The Rage War has also been so good. I was hesitant because I get Weird abut new authors, even if it's for a franchise I enjoy but it's been good as hell for lore stuff. The implication that there's a WHOLE CLAN of disabled yautja that go on to continue doing things for the species after being unable to hunt? I am FEASTING.

Videos/Films: BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE, Predator: Dark Ages is a fan film that, frankly, had no right to be as good as it was for being independent and fan made. This One I recall being fine, IIRC it has yautja killing nazis and we always like to see nazis get killed.

For Build-A-Boy purposes i highly suggest checking out the studioADI youtube channel, they've done the bulk of the VFX across the franchise, lots of the OG's at ADI worked under Stan Winston. I like seeing the VFX portion because I'm super into creature creation and in another life would probably be doing it for a living, but it may be helpful for figuring out what kind of design you want!

There used to be a really cool behind the scenes doc for the original movie, I'll have to look and see if it's even still up because it has not only a lot of stuff about the design but also so much stuff about fucking bonkers it was getting that movie made.

There's also been several games throughout the years, and I think Hunting Grounds finally got a PC port? it's a shame that word of mouth has said that game flopped but most of the people saying it are gamer bros so I take it with a grain of salt. I could honestly, care less about gameplay I'm here for making a Boy and then Killing People.

[northwest-cryptid]

I get what you're saying and I don't mean to upset you by mentioning that you've gone and cherry picked a great example but might I request you broaden your scope slightly to perchance understand what the people saying tumblr is an echo chamber are actually talking about?

Because it goes beyond just "my mutuals have interests that I don't" and is closer to the fact that, yea no shit it's an echo chamber people are going to flock to people they agree with. This isn't actually the problem to be focusing on; the problem comes from the inaction that is taken when we never speak outside the echo chamber.

Alright listen sometimes I see a post that's like "hey signal boost this it's important" and I look at it, and it's basically a bunch of stuff like "hey trans people are people and deserve basic human respect" and I go "yea no shit dude, want me to show this to the 200 other people who agree with this so we can all agree with this and nothing will really come of it?"

Like that right there is "the problem" if there is one.

The idea of using "echo chamber" as a big scary buzzword is stupid.

Why do you follow the people you follow on this site? On a site with no visible follower counter, with no need for shit like "follow for follow" and bullshit like that.

You follow them because you likely agree with the bulk of what they're discussing; or because you enjoy the same shit they do; or because you found common ground.

Common ground is going to breed an "echo chamber" it's just that simple, you typically won't follow someone if they're spouting bullshit you don't personally believe in or agree with.

If I saw someone I was following being fucking racist or bigoted or whatever; I'm probably not gonna follow them for much longer. That does mean that if you ask any of my followers a question on a topic that matters, like the genocide in gaza, or anything about gender and sexuality, or even shit about race and racism. You're probably more than likely going to get the same if not very similar answers from all of them.

That's because we all agree on those sorts of important topics. However I follow people who blog exclusively about sentai shows from Japan, I follow people who blog exclusively about video games I don't personally play, I follow aesthetics blogs that show off a lot of aesthetics I may not care for among some that I do.

The idea is that I follow those people because they make their posts fun to see on my dash; it's something I may not be interested in but I do feel some of their interest rubbing off on me when they enthusiastically blog about the new episode of some Kamen Rider show I'll probably never see.

But if that same blog goes off saying some racist shit or something I'm just done man, that's it. There's a difference between having interests and shit that we don't agree on, and having important opinions on dare I use the words "social justice" and humanity as a whole that we disagree on.

I can handle someone I'm mutuals with blogging about shit I may not find as interesting myself, perhaps they're a friend, maybe I enjoy the aesthetic but not the thing; maybe I find some kind of weird amusement in seeing people talk about a certain tv show or something I don't care what it is, I can follow someone who likes something I do not.

Where the echo chamber comes in is when we start talking about bigger topics, more important topics; the sort of things that make you look at someone and go "...oh you think that?... like unironically? oh... okay..."

I don't think all my followers are into Mabinogi, Speedcore, and Ultrakill, but they likely have other things I blog about or enjoy that they also enjoy; or they might like me as a person. That's perfectly valid, but I assure you we more than likely have the same or similar views on racism, on gender, on sexuality, on trans rights, on cops, and laws, and the genocide.

THAT is what people mean when they say "tumblr is an echo chamber" we curate our own experience, we only really follow people we like and agree with and that's fine there's literally nothing wrong with that.

The biggest problem this causes if any, is that very often you're not getting the word out and convincing anyone who disagrees with you of anything you are trying to. There's times when mutual aid and signal boosting works because it's about raising awareness to help a cause most people agree with within a circle. That's fine, that's great!

However if you're trying to get word out to people who may not be aware, or who may not agree at first glance, if you're trying to convince someone of something; or show someone something new. It's unlikely to "breach containment" as they say. If the people who follow me have the same views on gender and sexuality that I do, then me reblogging a thing about gender and sexuality isn't going to bring a new perspective to someone who thinks differently, it's just going to reaffirm those beliefs for the people who agree with me. Again there's nothing inherently WRONG with that, but it's not like twitter where people who disagree are likely to see it and maybe be swayed by what it's saying.

This actually is a case where unless you're specifically going out of your way to follow and try to become mutuals with people who you specifically disagree with on important topics; yes the experience is universal; because the experience is human.

If you're not intentionally following people who disagree with you, then you are in some way shape or form participating in an echo chamber, congratulations it's not that deep.

It's ironic that this post has as many notes as it does, because it means that at least a couple thousand people have "not had this universal experience of being part of an echo chamber" and if you can't rationalize why that's ironic and funny for yourself I'm not going to be demeaning and rude about it; I'll just explain it.

This post in and of itself is trying to say "maybe you all participate in an echo chamber but some of the people I follow and am mutuals with like things I do not and therefore the experience is not universal" and yet thousands, THOUSANDS of people have reblogged this; they have felt that way; there are thousands of people who are saying the same thing and the same thing is about saying how different they are.

This is similar to when being hipster became so mainstream that hipsters didn't know how to be hipster because the idea of being hipster was about not being mainstream and being hipster had become the new fad.

People really view things as extremes, they think being part of an echo chamber is necessarily inherently bad, it's not. It's just part of being human. If you look at all my closest friends they'll all have a lot in common, one of the main things is that they're either trans or they support trans individuals; you'll notice most of them are gay or support gay individuals; you'll also notice that they all listen to different music, enjoy different games, enjoy different media and hobbies and have different interests; and yet if you sat the lot of us in a room together and go "Cops good?" we would all go "no cops bad actually" and suddenly that IS an echo chamber. BECAUSE THAT'S HOW HUMANS WORK, we flock together with those of similar mentality and beliefs.

“tumblr is an echo chamber where people only see opinions of other people they agree with” please be serious. i have longtime beloved mutuals who are swifties. your experience is not universal

[redphienix]

Like I'll be real, I teeter on the edge of pirating games whenever and usually don't opt out for any "We gotta support the big company" motivation and more out of convincing myself "I don't actually need to play that, it's fine." and doing something else with my time.

But worth mentioning, one of the quickest ways a game can convince me to not buy it and instead debate on pirating it is to have the most fucking obscure and messy means of fucking BUYING the damn THING.

I'm talking 50 different editions, I'm talking "We split up the content into mini DLC packs because we value player choice! (ignore the fact that this means in order to get a normal game's worth of value you actually spend like 200 bucks)", I'm talking whatever the hell modern Hitman games have been doing with their pseudo seasons (3 different games) and the fact I can buy "the new one" for 30 bucks but that actually just gets me some of the old stages from hitman 1 and 2 (the modern ones).

Hell that last one is the reason for the post, I fucking LOVE modern hitman, due to sales and rash decision making I got most of hitman 1+2 on console forever ago and I adore the gameplay.

So it would be reasonable to assume that hitman 3, oh, sorry, I mean "Hitman World of Assassination" is on my radar and that I do indeed want it especially now that more content has dropped for it as I know the weird season format would cause it to be a more reasonable purchase later rather than at launch.

And I understand that as I'm looking to get it on PC instead of console I'm gonna have to rebuy old stuff, whatever.

Now why the hell is this game 100 bucks to actually get the game as it should be, but I have the option of spending 30 for 'some' old content or 70 bucks for "everything except what we decided to strip out to convince you to spend 30 more bucks" and all of this is on a game that released nearly 3 years ago and has the bulk of its content being from 2016 and 2018.

and all of that stinks more when modern hitman is already a game series with warts, it's so fucking fun to play but it's also a new trilogy strapped with always online bullshit for no good reason and fomo content that never comes back for some reason (unless they finally decided to reintroduce those limited time hits).

It's such a weird fucking thing. Just charge me a normal price for it and give me it and take your fucking money, I'm not dealing with that weird 100 buck mess.

[thessalian]

Thess vs Culinary Sticker Shock

Wow. That ... that cost a lot. I mean, it really is only sticker shock because in the long run, it'll save me a lot, just on the grounds of how much it will actually feed me.

As you can probably tell, this is about the monthly grocery shop. Man, groceries are getting expensive. So the trick, as always, is to find out where you can really cut corners and get the most out of it. And generally that means tougher cuts of meat and bulk buys wherever possible.

Which is where I start eyeing my Instant Pot. I've mastered the pressure cooker part of it. Now it's about time I start looking at the slow cooker part of it. Which is why this month's new recipes are going to be pulled pork and beef brisket. Leftovers for aaaaaaaages.

I also decided to lean more into emergency calories this month, since I ran out too soon this month. More nuts and dried fruits, more tinned peaches, some apples and bananas ... things that don't go bad very fast, with the added advantage of being things I can remember to stuff into my face when I'm working. I also got some gluten-free granola and some soy milk, so that's an option, plus fixings for rice krispie treats. Well, the gluten-free equivalent, anyway.

(Yes, I know they are rice krispies, but apparently they're coated in a barley malt thing that does contain gluten ... and of course also makes them taste better, because fuck me, I guess.)

I'm honestly just glad I made it through last month, given I bought a whole-ass computer. Part of that was because I was sensible enough to have a bit of an emergency stash of foodstuffs in the freezer and cupboards in case of budgetary issues. ...Which I now have to build up again because obviously that got eaten, and I have just proven how sensible a thing it is. But I've still got a good foundation for that - the freezer contains sausages, bacon, and veggies, there's still a tin of chunky beef soup in the cupboard (which, while I very much make better, is at least calories when required), and there is always and ever pasta.

But since the groceries arrive on Sunday, today and tomorrow are for Treating Myself. I had to get mallet meds anyway so I picked up a few things to tide me over until Big Grocery Shop arrives. Tonight is steak and chips; not sure what I'll do about tomorrow but takeaway is an option. And then, all the slow-cooked meats.

Still. That's a lot of money for groceries.

[ask-feedee-jungkook]

I have a really long ramble~

Sometimes I remember the fact that you used to be like. A professional feeder. Like, someone that people would pay to stay over and stuff them for days .////.

And sometimes I daydream about it. If we had met that way... >.< if you had come over for another job, sexy tattoos and tiny waist and full dom energy, ready to feed-up some new bunny... and you met a bulked up wolf, with big arms and just a tiniest hint of a tummy, like how I was when we started dating. ^~u~^

Would've you enjoyed feeding me like that, baby? Meeting a shy wolf wanting your help to plump up, and developing a huge crush on you? The idea of our dynamics switched from the get-go has my tummy a little warm. I would have tried my hardest to keep you around even after we'd finished what I'd paid you for~ uwu

I love to think that even if you were thin and I was the one chubbing up first, that I could have maybe gotten you on a date or two~ and those few dates could have maybe turned into a lot more. And I could have been your chubby wolf that you started turning down job offers for, because you found a feedee that you /really/ loved growing. *blush* one that you liked snuggling and kissing instead of just stuffing for cash.

And maybe. After dating me for a while, your abs start to melt away into softness, because you're so cozy. So happy and relaxed... and you enjoy lazy mornings with me more than the gym. You wake up sleepy and warm, and your chubby predator is whipping you up breakfast~ something nice and filling for us both.

I'd kiss your little starter belly and enjoy being so much bigger than you~ I could actually keep my little tattooed brat tamed if I was the bigger one ^u.u^

I just like indulging in thinking about how yummy you must have been. How many of your clients completely fell in love with you, baby? *giggles* I sure-fucking would have.

I'm so lucky that I get you all to myself.

I won't lie, my Alpha gets jealous... but mostly because I want to see that, and experience what you would have been like as a hired feeder. I refuse to share you with anyone now though~ you're mine. *grrrrrr*

I know I've wrote so much, but I can't sleep and I'm just thinkin' about you. M...maybe we could role play that sometime? Only if you're into it. I selfishly want to play out what that would have been like, hehe.

Okay, I'll stop using this as a diary *chuckles* much love, my little bun. Kiss kiss. Puppy loves you~ *mwah*

Oh you'd have loved me. Many of my clients did fall for me but I was never interested. Now, you? Knowing how you are now? I'd have fallen for you in a heartbeat. A big, shy predator, one of my first predator clients begging a bunny to help fatten him up. After a few times back, I'd have definitely gone on a date or two with you..

Honestly, baby? I'm so down to roleplay that with you. It sounds really fun and.. I'd like to see you try to tame me even if I'm smaller~

[mallowstep]

Anyway I was lying on the floor for awhile so some shit that may have just been living in my head:

cw: child abuse, sexual assault

It's gonna b a real hodgepodge tho don't expect any order. Some of them might not be new.

I've referenced it but Tigerstar burns Featherpaw in one of his bonfires.

That is not the only time she is burned.

This is one of the major reasons she doesn't like to be around people cooking.

The triplets are formula fed. Because. Yeah.

They move into their own cribs when they move into the second apartment. Which is kind of the opposite of every recommendation but cribs are fucking expensive.

When Tawnypaw gets her first period she hides it because she's terrified Tigerstar will decide she's old enough to be married.

Stonefur and Leopardfur do get married for tax benefits (which ones? Healthcare, maybe? I'm not sure I just think it's funny so shhhh ignore real tax codes) and he wears his ring on a chain around his neck.

Goldenflower is a nurse

Cinderpelt is Leafpool's godmother

One day I'm going to gather this fucker up and publish it on AO3 collegestuck (homestuck series I adore) style. But not today. Because as soon as I do that I lose the ability to casually post shit and I'm not ready. When? Who knows. Just. One Day.

Skin to skin contact is really important for babies, especially preemies, something Featherpaw uses to argue for more time with them. She likes being around them. Also it makes her feel like — she's not the sickest person in the room which is good for her mental health.

She crashes HARD after about a month in high school. Her health has been declining and she probably only spends...50-70% of the time she's supposed to be there ACTUALLY THERE (if not less), but it hits a Specific breaking point about a month in and she's done.

When Tigerstar first brings Mudfur in, Leopardstar sees him and her brain short circuits

Feathertail's big household chore is laundry because it's pretty much the only one she doesn't have trauma related to

Tigerstar used a cattle prod on her at some point? Possibly multiple points?

Bramblepaw and Stormheart and Stonefur have a group chat titled "our sisters said something that made us go fuck again"

Okay maybe not that EXACT title I'll workshop it but they do have a group chat exclusively for "new fucked up story unlocked"

Stonefur is the least active because Mistyfoot has the best sense of normal/ not normal

Tawnypelt and Feathertail do NOT

Like feathertail will casually bring up being forcibly submerged in an ice bath and Stormheart is like "uhuh hey guys—"

Or Tawnypelt will be like "I mean dad was fine to me worst he did was like have me stand on my tiptoes for like an extended length of time which hurt like a bitch but y'know nothing serious" and then Bramblepaw is like "what the fuck am I supposed to say to that" (to the group chat)

In the few months they live together Leopardstar teaches Tawnypelt some self defense stuff. Not a ton. Less "you might find this empowering" than what Goldenflower does but still a good way to help Tawnypelt start to form an identity

Feathertail loves Greystripe but she also never forgets how little he tried to get her out

(Like he does try but it's not really the heaven or hell effort she would expect. Y'know like. She understands he can't do the impossible but she can't just forget that.

Feathertail does do the bulk of the Parenting. She certainly needs physical help much of the time but she is their primary emotional support and does a good amount of the physical care.

Spending the first few months on a mattress on the floor is again, not good for their mental health, but like. Money.

Mistyfoot has FMLA time to be able to take time off for Feathertail fairly frequently. Like...probably a few days a month? Not sure How Many

She does work some kind of working from home stuff out Possibly? Because like. Money is Good and all. Not sure 100% what that looks like tho.

Feathertail does eventually find some way of making money, because it y'know. Feels good. Gives her...like y'know she's. Struggling often with Feeling like an Adult. She grows up very quickly in some ways but also is still very dependent on others.

Stonefur is the only member of the family there when Tigerstar testifies.

Stormheart struggles because he feels lile Feathertail is treated as More of an Adult than he is. He struggles with a lot of things wrt Feathertail, but that's one

Others include being somewhat embarrassed by the family situation & feeling like he can't properly he Feathertail's brother

Tigerstar destroys all of Mistyfoot's old clothes, including some old tee shirts from Oakheart

It's also really hot for Misty and Feather in the summer. The room gets really really uncomfortable, much like a hot car

Tigerstar makes Featherpaw's examinations with Mudfur as uncomfortable for her as possible, but without the Pretense of kindness as he does with Mistyfoot

Sometimes Tigerstar implies that if Mistyfoot would just submit to him Properly he would move her into the master bedroom with him

He's also not terribly subtle about Mistyfoot's value being exclusively in her ability to carry children. She's not even doing other Wife Things like cooking or cleaning or raising children. Just gonna carry them.

Featherpaw's hygiene related trauma in the hospital is not helped by the fact that she's not allowed to shower alone for safety reasons

Child life does initially try to have her do activities but she's Not Ready for that

Also later on she has 0 problems with people assuming she gave birth at 14. She doesn't understand why other people do. I mean she does eventually but like.

Stormheart, for example, usually tries to qualify Feathertail's relationship to the kids. Adoptive mother. Etc.

Feathertail does not.

The kids sneak into Feathertail's bed for many, many years. She does not mind.

They briefly go through a wanting a dog stage and Feathertail is like "right so can you maybe see why a dog is not going to work for this household"

And then they're like "what about a service dog?" And Feathertail is like "right that doesn't address the problems though."

(Mothpaw, holding Nikki's (American girl doll) book like "THEY trained a service dog" and Feathertail like "you are old enough to understand I have very little strength with which to take care of a dog" and so on.)

Hawkpaw staunchly sees no flaws in Feathertail

Frogpaw and Mothpaw are faster to accept the idea that no adult is perfect.

Frogpaw stays at home for college and that means he ends up pretty close with Mistyfoot, as well as having a different sense of Feathertail as a person

Stormheart and Mothwing have always been close